In My Darkest Hour Again

I have come, but not as I was. I'm even more stressed and angry than ever. I'm just angry that I'm stressed and stressed that I'm angry. Adv 3D has showed me that it's hard 4 me to handle. No matter how hard i try to keep up, everyone just seems to be 5-8 steps ahead of me, some even 10 or more. If only I could share my real feelings right now with a close friend but it seems that friends are fading away as well.

I only got my family but they don't understand the difficulties of this course. Why do I have to keep everything to myself? Why do I have to hide my feelings? Why do I have to endure so much and not let it go once in a while. I'm gonna explode. And it's gonna be a huge one. Cause' i just can't endure any longer.