St.Anger

I don't know why but when I have my "one on one" sessions with my alter ego, I tend to feel a huge amount of anger dwelling up in me. I think I've been nice for far too long that whenever there's a problem I don't end up facing it or saying what's in my mind, instead I let it boil up inside of me.

My niceness seems to be wearing thinner and thinner as each day come and go, but I don't want that, not a single bit. I'm nice so that I'm able to keep those I care about in my grasp as long as possible. But being nice leads to people using you for their dirty deeds. Dammit right now I don't know what to do, what to think of... Sometimes I think that I have no one but me alone to face the world of backstabbers, terrorists, punks, gunners and a long lists of bad people.

I know I have my family and friends to watch over me as i watch over them, but at certain times it just myself alone in this world. It's as though someone's wrapping me up with a blanket and you're left with nothing but yourself in complete darkness and there's no way out and so you'll end up wandering this dark world all alone with no one but yourself.

I used to wish that things could get back as it was before... Now I see that it'll never happen so I could'nt care less for things that ain't gonna happen. Fuck it to Hell cause' I moving on and not gonna stay behind and wait for something that's not gonna happen while the rest move on. I'm not gonna make that stupid fucking mistake again.

Enough said, I've made my point clear so yeah... I'm Done!!!