Deep in the Darkest Realms of my Mind!!!

I'm back as usual to update. Came to school late and was not able to finish up my assignment in time. Dumb Fuck is what I feel like right now. Watching Raining Blood live at Download Festival 2007(awesome video) to ease the feeling.

I feel that I could'nt help anybody the way I used to anymore. I could'nt help my friends feel good about themselves like I used to, I could'nt say the right words that'll make them not think negative and think positive like I used to. What has happened to me, I do not know. I hate it when I could'nt help my own friends, I won't get over it easily as it stalks and mocks me for a long period of time. Ok lah maybe not too long but quite long.

I don't know what is going on but I can see drastic changes happening around me. Everyone would have noticed it too. I mean I don't have to say it, everyone can see it as it's right infront of our own freaking eyes.

I have nothing to say anymore. I think I'm changing as well. I've no choice but to accept it.