(M)arx (L)enin (S)egal

Trust

2011-09-28T18:36:00.000-07:00

I'm fucking confused and dreaded. Who can I trust? Why the fuck must trust always have problems here and there? Why must 1 make up stories to make the other feel better but behind his back, he's hurting him? It seems that the 1 person I could talk to, uh.... now I gotta stand back and think twice before saying anything to him or believing whatever he says.

Anyways this is my 1st post after a very long absence. Very sorry. Just felt like I can post something at the moment. Doesn't matter if anyone's reading or not. But I hope someone's reading it cause atleast I'll feel like someone's trying to understand where I'm coming from.

I've been Happy, Sad, Angry and Confused so now really isn't a best time to mess with my emotions... I've no idea why I get angry or sad easily, like a child. I feel like a child. A child forever naive to the real world, always thinking that there'll always be rainbows and sunlight after every storm. Sometimes I'm right about that, other times I'm not... oh well, gotta move on.

Oh God help me!!!!!!!! what's the truth, please show me the truth, even if it pierce my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NIGHTMARE's back

2010-08-25T00:39:00.000-07:00

Greetings my fellow readers... I'm back from my long departure. Juz felt like postin' though I do not have any exciting story to tell abt.

Recoving from sore eyes, man it's had to deal with, especially when it gets itchy, can't stop rubbin' it. Had to wear shades whenever I go to avoid contact with other ppl. But now it's getting better.

Been to sch doing my FYP except for a few days cause my eyes were a pain in the neck. Today I did'nt go to sch 4 the same reason. Well nxt week sch open and teachers day is coming up around the corner and I wish all teachers out there Happy Teachers Day. Can't wait to go back to wsss. Gd ol' memories still fresh and clear in my head. Best and worst times of my life. Huh.... Anyways that's all I have to say so til' nxt time. Rock On.

Luxuria, Invidia, Acedia and Gula.

2010-07-28T00:43:00.000-07:00

You might be wondering what does the title mean, unless you know Latin. It actually Latin for 4 of the 7 sins that I am or are. Luxuria(extravagance), commonly known in the 21st Century as Lust, Invidia(envy), Acedia(discouragement) a.k.a Jealousy and Gula (gluttony). I'm gonna be honest with my readers so yeah I do have desires of women but I don't go to the extend like Quagmire(Family Guy-the one with the big chin). I do get jealous sometimes and feel have low self-esteem issues. And I eat more than I should sometimes. I'm still trying to improve myself and control my sins as I am aware that I'll be judged by them when my soul no longer exist in this world.

So yeah please don't judge me differently from the rest as I know that each individual as their own few of the seven deadly sins. Peace!!!

Apology.

2010-07-20T00:08:00.000-07:00

I've lost my way. I've taken the wrong turn and now I'm lost. I'm as alone as ever. The funny thing about it is that I hate, but I like it sometimes. Is not that the people around are not trying to help me, it's just that I do not want to trouble them as they got their own problems as well. I don't mind helping others but I'm most uncomfortable if like anybody helps me. I don't know why but I'm like that.

And also I wanna apologise for things which I am most disgraced by. For not realising my mistake and denying it even if there's witnesses and evidences. To the people I still consider as my friends but don't really talk to, I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong to make you not communicate with me and to those who's work depends on me as their leader, I'm sorry for not living up to the expectations of a true dedicated leader who talk the talk but never walk the walk.

I AM SORRY!!!!!!!!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!!!!!

18-1

2010-07-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'm now proud to say I've live my life for 18 years now, and dissapointed to say that I've stayed in a hospital for more than a day once, hahahaha. Anyways what better way to end my school holidays than my birthday ah, when I'll have so much fun and then the next day is "Wake Up Early and Go to School Day" but look on the bright side, I've escaped the "Birthday Bash". Hahaha but not so lucky for Rohzaini cause his birthday is on tuesday so sharpen your knuckles and install steel toe on your shoes and get ready to rumble. I'm juz kidding. Hope you guys have enjoyed your holidays and have spend it well. So I'll see you guys on Monday. Bye and Rock On!!!!

???

2010-05-30T01:44:00.000-07:00

Ahh do you smell the stench of holidays getting stronger and stronger as each day goes by? You feel you wanna make an official countdown and wait for the final 10 seconds mark and count it to the last second with all your friends? If any of you don't feel like doing any of these, you're a doochbag. These were done back in the day when we were little and naive and all we wanted was to not go to school. Well things as usual change.

Now as we grow, we learn to slowly accept the harsh terms and acceptions that life has given that and we get through it everytime we come across it. That's just life, you enjoy the good things first and then when you understand more, the harsher things kicks in. But don't worry, like life, everything will be fine. I was reading a blog article with the subject about us humans and the sutuations around us. I have to say I totally agree with you, Nas. We were given Earth, the ultimate home where we can live peacfully and have fun during the day and sleep comfortably at night and how do we repay. Humans created cars which end up polluting the ozone layer Carbon Monoxide, factories pollute the air as well which causes acid rain and not to forget, even hairsprays could pollute the air with Chlorofluorocarbon(CFC). That's not the end, It's just the beginning. Oil spills by ships, shipwrecks, plastic bags, tin cans, tissue paper, waste paper. All by us, humans. There's still time, why not do something about it, there are a minority who have done their part. Now waiting for the majority to follow.

Phew! these words came from my frustrations. Now my mind is tired due to that same frustrations. So till next time. And pls tag my tagboard, what would be a tagboard without any new tags.

Lost into the Unknown

2010-05-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

It seems like my old habits are coming back. Just as when there were smiles and sunshine all around me, gray clouds and negativity had to ruin everything. It has been a pattern in my life that the bad doings last longer than the good no matter how hard I try. Life is full of mysteries and this is one them which I simply don't understand.

Listening to Master of Puppets as I personally think it's an awesome and inspirational song for those who are into playing heavy metal. If i could, I would start school all over again, just to make things right. But that wouldn't be fair for the others and it's not gonna happen so I have to make very good use of the time I have. I just feel so down lately, been disappointing a lot of people as well. Myself included. Feeling insecure, untrustworthy, unreliable, unsociable.

i hope everything will be alright.

No One is Ready.

2010-05-12T19:12:00.000-07:00

Is not easy leading a team all by yourself. No one is ready to lead a team but one has to take a stand and lead. It could be anyone but I took that stand for the sake of our team. I'm not gonna sit by and rot without knowledge while others are 8 miles ahead of me. No........, I'm gonna keep up and move ahead with my team to achieve the best we can achieve.

"If you think I'll sit around as the world goes by
You're thinkin' like a fool 'cause it's a case of do or die.
Out there is a fortune waitin' to be had
If you think I'll let it go you're mad
You've got another think comin'."

Inspirational lyrics from my newly entry to my Favourite Bands List, the very Legendary Judas Priest(yyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, rock on, JUDAS PRIEST, JUDAS PRIEST, JUDAS PRIEST.)-People Chanting. Yeap, I've started listening to Judas Priest thanks to one of their hit singles, Painkiller. Go check it out. Anyways my fellow readers please forgive me for my rude and tantrum-throwing attitude nowadays as I've been taking FYP seriously as it is a big thing, hope you guys would understand as you too are taking it seriously.

1 more thing and this is for the guys, pls no matter what, NVR EVER HIT A WOMAN. It's not cool and it only bring down your image and women are much more vulnerable than men when comes to violence. We should love them instead as we'll be nothing much without them. And pls tag my blog reader, except for melissa. I'd love to know your feedbacks and comments and I'm getting bored of the same old tags. ADIOS AMIGOS.

Something to be happy for.

2010-04-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

Hi, I'm @ class right now waiting for 3D class to begin. In the meantime I shall post something. Now let's see what happened recently? Hmmmm? Been stressed lately and down about myself but I'm only human. Every Homo Sapien would have gone through or going through the same exact thing. But I've realised just yesterday that there's always something to smile at in dark times.

Well yesterday I've got something to smile at and I just can't stop thinking about it but unfortunately I can't reveal it to the world just yet. When the time is right, i shall unravel the secret but until then my fellow readers will have to wait and just keep reading. Btw American Thrash Metal Band "Warbringer" is performing in singapore.
Tickets are on sale now at Inokii(Far East Plaza) and Hell's Labyrinth(Peninsula Plaza.
Advance Tix are at $49 and from May 1st-19th are at $70. Grab yours now and keep thrashing.

In My Darkest Hour Again

2010-04-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

I have come, but not as I was. I'm even more stressed and angry than ever. I'm just angry that I'm stressed and stressed that I'm angry. Adv 3D has showed me that it's hard 4 me to handle. No matter how hard i try to keep up, everyone just seems to be 5-8 steps ahead of me, some even 10 or more. If only I could share my real feelings right now with a close friend but it seems that friends are fading away as well.

I only got my family but they don't understand the difficulties of this course. Why do I have to keep everything to myself? Why do I have to hide my feelings? Why do I have to endure so much and not let it go once in a while. I'm gonna explode. And it's gonna be a huge one. Cause' i just can't endure any longer.

2010-03-30T23:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I've posted anything and my last post wasn't a very positive one I had to admit. The days gone by even quicker than when there's still school. Time is indeed valuable but it seems that I'm losing too much of it. Can't really think much nowadays. Still thinking of stories for FYP and it's still sketchy at the moment.

Now just doing the normal stuff I always do when I surf the net, watch videos, read blogs, print guitar tabs. Nothing much. Hope all of you guys are doing and feeling well. Enjoy the holidays while you still can.

In My Darkest Hour

2010-03-11T20:47:00.000-08:00

It seems that a huge storm is brewing above my head, silently waiting to strike me with thunderous lightnings. The clouds above are no longer the white marshmellows I used to see everyday, instead I see clouds of black ashes.The grass and trees around were as dead as one could be, there isn't any greenary anymore. The air was polluted with the sins I've done and now I'm suffocating as I breathe in the air of punishment for my sins. I'm slowly losing sight of everthing around me as darkness seems to block up the light that reflects on the things around me.

I need to get out of the cage, I need fresh air before my mind's dead. I reach out for anyone but none would lend a hand. Through my Darkest Hour, and it feels very cold like the icy grasps of lost souls that lurks in the shadow of darkness, ready to execute their attack on vunerable victims and I've just fallen into their pit. Even in the darkness I humbly pray that one day, someone would stick his/her hand in the darkness and pull me out of my misery.

One Last Time!!!

2010-03-08T00:10:00.000-08:00

Oscars Results Are Out, Congrats to "The Hurt Locker" for winning Best Picture of The Year and Best Director. I taught Avatar was gonna win those two grand titles but now I'm convinced enough to check out the movie.

Btw I wish All The Best for the seniors who are presenting their FYP this week. You guys rock man. Nothing much to talk about actually. Just can't stop listening to Trivium's "Shattering The Skies Above" which btw is used for the well-known video game set to release which is God of War 3. Kick-Ass song. Played L4D2 yesterday with my work friend at dhoby ghaut 4 the 1st time, another kick ass game. Than went to Citylink Mall and bought "Megadeth-Rusted Pieces DVD". Actually wanted to buy Rude Awakening DVD but unfortunately someone else beat me to it. Than went to Pennisula to buy a digital tuner and went to workplace after that to check work roster.

Ok I gtg now. Take care everyone. Rock and Roll!!!

"ZOMBIEMIND"

2010-02-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

Unfortunately 4 this post, I can't come up with a simple intro.... So I'm juz gonna post whatever's in my mind. I've been thinking about it 4 quite some time after my last post. Why can't Earth be like Pandora(Avatar)? It's full of Greenery, Freedom, Peace and Happiness. Look at the Earth we've sculptured, it's full of War, Violence, Death, Sex, Drugs, Limitations, Restrictions, Stress, Pollution. Maybe there's even more points I've not pointed out. Just Imagine yourself waking up, breathing the freshest lung of air and you see the sunlight travelling through the leaves of the trees above, casting that natural green light on the ground and being close with animals, getting to understand them without hurting them, riding those flying reptiles and soaring to the skies above.

That aside, let's get back to Earth. I've been feeling more and more deserted, pushed away, abandoned by the very people I'm close with outside the four walls I grow up. And whenever I try to catch up, they always have enough energy to push me away even further. I've not been attending school properly. And I really regret it as I could'nt manage my time as I thought I could. 1 of my New Year's Resolution was to attend school every single day without fail. I've not been able to fufill that resolution, but that's about to change. I'm gonna change, I'm gonna take my time to manage my time. And I'm gonna come to school even if it means not sleeping at all.

Btw FA0901K ROCKZ!!! I was the one who wrote that note!!!! Peace Out.

Today with Dreams of Tomorrow

2010-02-11T04:23:00.000-08:00

I'm a dreamer!!! for a long time actually. I imagine myself rocking out at a gig with my friends til' midnight. I imagine myself holding this baby below this paragraph.

That my friends, is the Dave Mustaine VMNT-Angel of Deth. It'll be f#*cking awesome if I cld have it for my 1st electric guitar. But that's all dreams. But I'm on a highway and that highway is heading to my dreams and I'm not taking a U-Turn.

Back to Reality:
Today came to sch late cause overslept cause' finished work late last night. First lesson was SW and then break and then 3DT. Sch ended at 4p.m and went home. Sunshine was superbright and temperature was superhot. Reached home just befor the time reached 6p.m, had dinner and watched Zombieland at the same time(my way of winding after a day's work) and then I'm here at blogger.com posting this post.

I gtg now. I'll Be Back.

What the F#*k am I doing?

2010-02-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

What Am I Doing, How Am I Doing, When Am I Doing It, Where Am I Doing It and Why Am I Doing It? I juz ask myself these questions and I found myself without answers. My mind was has hollow as the inside of a beach shell. It's about time I kick my old habits out of my door and start reconstructing me to become a better and more improved me.

I still lack certain qualites that has made other guys a better man, I lack dicipline and responsibility. These are the two most important for me. But I've already started training myself to match these qualities to a standard level. Put that behind and lets talk abt now, what am I doing right now?

1) Writing Down Guitar Tabs
2) Posting My Blog
3) Adding Friends and Rejecting Invitations.

When and Where am I Doing This?

Now and At The National Library(CCK Lot1).

Why am I Doing This?

1) To Learn New Songs and to Use All Four Fingers.
2) To Update My Blog
3) Making New Friends and Not Wasting Time on Ridiculous Invites.

Now there's only one thing on my mind and that's the Dave Mustaine's Singnature Series "Gears Of War" Dean Guitar. Oh Yeah, I'm gonna buy that bitch and shread at home. HAHAHAHA!!! back to reality, Damn It, It's still at Peninsula but soon, It'll be in my hands.

In Memory of Uncle S.Welsh

2010-01-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

This Post is posted on the 16th January 2010 and 4 days ago was just like any other day. Go to school, learned new stuff, chat with friends and stuff like that. It was my friend's birthday, things were abit more fun for a while and things were back to normal after that. Later that evening, I've come to hear the tragic news that my distant uncle had passed away of blood cancer.

I was shocked cause' I only met him at the hospital when I was hospitalised of seizure last year and that was the first time we met since my childhood days. We were in the same ward. My uncle passed away on the morning of 12th January 2010 and was only 46 years old. Upon hearing the news the smile on my face immediately bacame a frown and sadness filled my heart.

The next day my family and I went for the awake to see my late uncle and we did a short prayer for him. Unfortunately I was not able to attend the funeral the next day, so I prayed at home and my prayes were for Uncle S.Welsh and family with deepest condolenses and symphony. I wish all the best for the future of Aunt Maureen, Kevin and Vanessa.

Four Horsemen of The Apocalypse!!!

2010-01-12T04:18:00.000-08:00

War, Conquest, Famine & Death. The Four Horsemen of The Apocalypse from the Book of Revelations. They are part of an apocalyptic vision in which God summons and empowers them to wreck divine havoc on the world. Each is revealed individually only when the first four of the seven seals are broken.

Why am I talking about this? It's because of an awesome game called "Darksiders". For those who are into action-adventure, you're gonna love this game. Anyway went to Zul's house for the 1st time and now I know why the big fuss. I'm gonna enjoy my time at Zul's house nowadays along with the "other horsemen". 3DT lessons aren't so bad after all. Things are going great for me, My working place is a hell lottamore fun than KFC, hands down. Tmr I'll be going to Zul's hse again, can't wait. This time I shall get my revenge for Halo 3 ODST. HAHA. To all my friends out there, Don't give up now and just endure all the assignments that comes smashing at your face cause' in the end, you're gonna benefit alot.

Alrite I better get going now. ADIOS!!!!!

2010-The Year of The Tiger!!!

2009-12-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

I'm back fellow readers. 2009 has been a good year for me, not too good and not too bad. Just good. Made a couple of friends, learn alot and enjoyed little. Not sure how much I scored overall so can't wait to hear it when school reopens. The holidays was fun as in ok fun, nothing special.
Just when across the border(for those who don't know, it's Malaysia) to buy me new clothes and visit and celebrate Christmas with my cousins and watched Avatar before we came back home, Best Movie of 2009. Another great movie from James Cameron.Came back 2 days later to find out there were presents waiting for my family and I on the dining table.

We were so suprised cause' we don't get presents beside clothes. We felt nothing but excitment and we rip off the wrappings like wolves ripping off flesh from its kill. I got a comic book, an adidas water bottle and a rip curl bag. Not bad actually but I was really grateful to have received those gifts by my eldest sister. Just checked the letterbox and I got a letter from the army asking me to register for NS, damn. Anyways, My New Year's Resolution is being puntual for school, come for every class every monday to friday, keep practising playing the guitar, lose a chunk of weight and build up my fats into muscles. That's all I need for next year. To all my family and friends, Happy New Year. I'll be starting work on 1st January 2010 at Pizza Hut. Of all days.

But it's good for me, I start earning money 3 days ahead before school starts. All I have to do is just wash plates. $4.50 per hour. Not bad. By 6 months The amount of money I get from my salary and pocket money savings, WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW!!!.

I got to go now. Happy New Year again. Rock On!!!!

New Moon

2009-12-15T23:51:00.000-08:00

I've watched "The Twilight Saga: New Moon" and here's my review. Although Chris Weitz had to fill in the shoes of the "Twilight" director Catherine Hardwicke, he manage to pull it off. He managed to maintain the same expectations as the previous movie did. Overall I think the movie was good. Not too good and not too bad.

Now to another subject, I need a part-time job and fast. I need money to buy loads of stuff and I obviously don't get my salary by watching TV and lazing around all day at home. Yeah that's all I need to occupy my time.

Finally Back!!!

2009-12-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

Greetings fellow readers, it's been a while since my last post and I've been busy but now I'm not. So let's cut to the chase. Like I said in my previous post, 11th December 2009 is my ITE animation course BBQ and it turned out to be abit boring at first, but as the sun sets, so does the boringness. Few of our seniors came by and I wanna thank them for helping out with the cooking, They did most of the cooking but I took over so that they could rest. Learned a few tips from the seniors while cooking. After that we played Truth or Dare, and this was the craziest Truth or Dare game I've ever played in my life, laughter and secrets filled the air but more laughter than secrets I might add.

Soon Ms. Sri and the seniors had to head back home, and it was just Yan, Zaini, Mail, Haidee, Danielle, Wati, Ziq and myself. We stayed overnight. A few of us did'nt sleep while the rest did. We shared stories while we finish up the rest of the food. The beach was very dark in the middle of the night. The only lights that was still up was around the BBQ pit and on the sides of the walk path. The leaves of the trees were as black as the night sky, creating that eery feeling whenever one looks at any tree. But the best part of this "almost" complete darkness is that you see more stars in the sky than when you're at home. When I saw the stars in the sky I immediately went "WOW".

Anyway I'm going to watch New Moon later so I'll be posting again about my review about the movie. So stay tuned readers cause' I'll be back. Rock On.

11th October 2009

2009-12-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

Greetings readers. I'm finally back after a while. I've been kinda busy with exams and deadlines but all of that are O.V.E.R and what do you get...OVER. I seriously can't wait for 1A and 1B's class BBQ at East Coast Park, just can't stop thinking about what's gonna happen and how mush fun we're gonna have. I and a few others will be staying over during the night at East Coast so if anybody wanna stay over, you're always welcome.

Currently listening to "How The Story Ends" by Megadeth from the album "Endgame" and saving pictures from Deviantart.com. Deviantart pictures really helps me in discovering my drawing techniques and it also helps me get ideas to draw something new. Internet can get really boring sometimes when I use it on a regular basis. Once in a while will do or unless I need to search for something or do research or just wanna download something, that's when the internet does'nt becomres boring.

Oh yeah I just found out today that WWE(World Wrestling Entertainment) will be teaming up with Titan publisings to publish WWE's very own comic books entitled "WWE Heroes". But they'll be only selling it in USA and Canada(damn it). Now I'm looking at some of IF(Imaginary Friends) deviantart profile to look up on their matserpieces. Their artworks are really awesome and very detailistic. Just looked through Artgerm's artworks and now looking at Kunkka's artworks and next I'll be looking at Ukitakumuki's artworks and I'm done for the day with the laptop.

And 1 more thing I wanna say, I really hope that everyone from 1A and 1B will come for the BBQ at East Coast. 1st, The More The Merrier. 2nd, By having outings and class gatherings like this, it could brings us more closer to one another and is also our chance to put everything behind us and start anew as the year is about to come to an end and a new year will be born. That's what I hope we could achieve if we think the same way but I trully believe that we will be united once more for I have not lost hope.

Farewell my fellow readers. I will return with even more exciting tales of my life.

Deep in the Darkest Realms of my Mind!!!

2009-11-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

I'm back as usual to update. Came to school late and was not able to finish up my assignment in time. Dumb Fuck is what I feel like right now. Watching Raining Blood live at Download Festival 2007(awesome video) to ease the feeling.

I feel that I could'nt help anybody the way I used to anymore. I could'nt help my friends feel good about themselves like I used to, I could'nt say the right words that'll make them not think negative and think positive like I used to. What has happened to me, I do not know. I hate it when I could'nt help my own friends, I won't get over it easily as it stalks and mocks me for a long period of time. Ok lah maybe not too long but quite long.

I don't know what is going on but I can see drastic changes happening around me. Everyone would have noticed it too. I mean I don't have to say it, everyone can see it as it's right infront of our own freaking eyes.

I have nothing to say anymore. I think I'm changing as well. I've no choice but to accept it.

What Do I Have to Do?

2009-11-15T18:09:00.000-08:00

Seriously, what do I have to do to realise it hurts when you say and do stuff that have offended me. I've benn telling you guys that it hurts when you say stuff like that, but you just keep saying it from time to time. What am I to you guys ah? To me you guys are my friends but now I'm beginning to think that I'm nothing but a joke or a punchbag to you guys.

All I ask is for you guys to stop the teasing but you just would'nt . And when I feel hurt, you go about saying that I'm sensative. Everybody has their limits, including me. We're all human you know. Please, just stop saying stuff that is'nt me at all.

I'm so pissed when I looked at my facebook page. A friend of mine took a socialinterview quiz and the question was "what would be Marx Lenin(that's me obviously) dreamjob?" and he said "drag queen". What the FUCK!!! seriously. And another friend of mine commented to that answer saying" funny but true". I immediately logged out of my facebook page as I could'nt stand it anymore. I mean just because bangladeshi workers hold hands together and they act like gay does'nt mean the indians in singapore are the same. Bangladeshi and Indians are totally different for goodness sake.

SO PLEASE STOP IT. I just Can't Take It Anymore.

An Inevitable Future!!!

2009-11-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

Seriously, for the first time, I don't know where to start. My mind seems as hollow as never before, so lost and confused and fustrated. I've studied so hard to get into the Digital Animation Course, I don't regret having this course but I'd never expect it to be more difficult to adjust than I've expected.

I'm beginning to lose my emotions as I care for a few, myself and no one else. I just wish that I could be close to my secondary school friends cause' we never fail to look out for each other. Yeah there may be times when I was unhappy with them as I was treated like a inferior as I was the only indian(That might be the reason or it might not) but it doesn't matter as we were more united than any friends I've ever made. I truly cherished the fun times spented with my secondary school pals but I tresure my secondary school friends more.

A secondary school friend of mine wrote this on his blog "i really miss sec sch, i miss my old friends, we aren't one anymore, we never will be although we still hang out. its not the same as when we were in sec sch". After reading his post, I'd have to agree with him as I too, see the drastic change. But I just hope that we'd remain as friends so that we could build that impregnable bond that we use to have. I have hope when I say that. Let Destiny bring us together once more and we shall begin building.

Apocalypse is Nearing!!!

2009-11-07T03:26:00.000-08:00

Today was suppose to be a good start to the weekends but bad news and revelations just keep shoving in my face. All of which is personal so unfortunatly, i can't share with my readers. Now it seems to me that I do not know who to trust anymore. I only have myself to trust. Ofcourse I have my family, but i most worried about are my friends. Hearing stories from one another, It all seems so unclear and confusing.

So I'm gonna be careful with whom I talk to and I gonna watch my back. Today I plan to watch Scariest Places on Earth at 11.00p.m and Seed Of Chucky at 1.00a.m. As for tomorrow, not sure. It's been a while since i've read a comic book. I must go out there and get myself a new comic book to read during my free time. Comic books to me really help me in my drawing skills. In terms of action/body poses, muscle drawings and it's a definate fact that you can find a hand full of words that you've not learned before.

Now I shall end my blog post. But I'll be back with more issues to share. Rock On!!!

St.Anger

2009-11-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but when I have my "one on one" sessions with my alter ego, I tend to feel a huge amount of anger dwelling up in me. I think I've been nice for far too long that whenever there's a problem I don't end up facing it or saying what's in my mind, instead I let it boil up inside of me.

My niceness seems to be wearing thinner and thinner as each day come and go, but I don't want that, not a single bit. I'm nice so that I'm able to keep those I care about in my grasp as long as possible. But being nice leads to people using you for their dirty deeds. Dammit right now I don't know what to do, what to think of... Sometimes I think that I have no one but me alone to face the world of backstabbers, terrorists, punks, gunners and a long lists of bad people.

I know I have my family and friends to watch over me as i watch over them, but at certain times it just myself alone in this world. It's as though someone's wrapping me up with a blanket and you're left with nothing but yourself in complete darkness and there's no way out and so you'll end up wandering this dark world all alone with no one but yourself.

I used to wish that things could get back as it was before... Now I see that it'll never happen so I could'nt care less for things that ain't gonna happen. Fuck it to Hell cause' I moving on and not gonna stay behind and wait for something that's not gonna happen while the rest move on. I'm not gonna make that stupid fucking mistake again.

Enough said, I've made my point clear so yeah... I'm Done!!!

"CS or D.O.T.A, Which Do I Suck More?"

2009-10-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

To tell you the truth, I suck more in dota than in cs. I finally found the answer to that question when I was out at town playing lan gaming with my secondary school friends. It was fun, although I got killed countless times. I have to admit, Nas was a fucking darn good dota player and was hard to kill. Bastard killed me most of the time, can't even earn gold to buy new items. After that we played cs, fucking funny as we'd sometimes killed each other out of the blue. One starts shooting at each other and the rest follows.

So I've been editing some of my artworks on photoshop and here are the first three which I have completed and I'm leaving now... ENJOY!!!

The End Of My Horror!!!

2009-10-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

Right so yesterday I did'nt go to school cause' I was so fucked up sick like serious shit. Had diorrehea and I vomitted about 12 times altogether(sick shit!!!). Did'nt have any appetite to eat at all. And I'm still apetiteless today. The only thing I can consume is H-TWO-O Sparkling Apple Flavour. Its the only thing that taste good while you're appetiteless and sick. So yeah I stayed at home the whole morning and afternoon. In the evening, I went out to the park with my friends and brother. I need the exercise cause' if I'd stayed longer at home, I'll be more weak. After that, went back to sleep cause' I had a Huge Tremendous Headache. Woke up at 12.35a.m and stayed awake from then on. And the best part is I'm not even tired and hungry. Hope I could go as hungryless as how I did yesterday and today. Aite so I have changed the song quotes of the week. To all my readers, Rock On!!!

Matthew Segal

2009-10-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

I want to take this time to dedicate this part of this post to all of my friends and classmates. To those whom I have hurt or made them unhappy. I did'nt realise my mistakes and now that I have, I sincerely apologize. "I'M SORRY". I hate hurting anyone and making anybody's day like shit but I end up doing it without realising it. I should think twice before doing or saying anything next time.

Deepavali came and left. Although I don't celebrate it, I'll definately remember it for the rest of my living life. Yesterday afternoon my brother and I were watching television. My brother was just about to make his way to the DVD player when his collapse to the floor. I thought he was lying down on the floor but I just when to check it out, just in case. His face showed an expression of a normal kid who's going to cry. I asked my brother "What Happened?". After that, he started shivering and I saw his eyes rolled to the back of his head. I panicked like fuck cause' right then and there I realised he's having fits. I called my mum and she panicked more than me. My mum was hugging him so tight as though God was about to take his soul and my mum was standing in His way. I and my mum tilted my brother to the side as that was what we were supposed to do if anyone had fits. After that I stood right by him, in shock and I was about to cry but I held back my tears cause' I hoped that this day will not be my brother's last day. If I can make it alive 4 times, so can my brother.

All that lasted less than 5 minutes and my heartbeat finally beat at a calmer rate. Paramedics arrived and took my brother to the hospital and so forth. Only hospitalised for a day, juz like me. Ironically he was in the same ward as me when I was hospitalised for appendix, juz different bed. That night, my siblings and I were supposed to have dinner at a old friend of my sister's house but I did'nt go cause' it's just not the same without my brother. That whole incident keep playing in my mind for the whole night. Even now as I'm typing this post, it keeps repeating. I love my brother to the extend that if anything were to happen to him, I'll beg to the Lord to take my soul instead of his. That's how much I love him.

To my brother, Matthew Segal
Take care of yourself and I always got your back!!!

The "HECTICNESS" starts today!!!

2009-10-12T00:40:00.000-07:00

Today at last has arrived, school reopens for the new term and this term is gonna be the most Hectic of all the other terms FA0901B has faced. These words from our very own Ms. Sri has left us bracing and worried for the future ahead of us, "This term is going to be quite hectic so please prepare urself... Mentally and Physically as well. :)". See what I mean. Our first DMI homework was kinda complicated for me but I managed to complete it. I hope it's enough to please Ms. Sri. We also have our Storyboarding Assignment but we'll be going into that tmr(Tuesday, 13th October 2009).

Our class started at 9.00a.m and finished at somewhere close to 11.30a.m. So Zaini and I went over to my place, I changed while he waited outside my house and grabbed my laptop and some other stuff and headed to the library for our DMI homework. I've just finished my homework but for Zaini's case, he has not even started. Instead, he is hanging out with his Greenridge buddies, ditching me as though I'm some kind of wise guy whom will not get pissed off. But I'm pissed now. Just downloaded A Nightmare on Elm Street 1 Movieon LimeWire, coverting the format to WMV(Window Movie Video) cause' my laptop can't read AVI Videos and I don't like transferring a few hundred MB video into my 1GB thumbdrive(which I lost recently btw).

At this moment, the convertion of the video is 88% complete and I'm listening to "Cowboys From Hell" by Pantera, great song. On my way back home and to Lot1, I see a couple of familiar faces. Otw back home with Zaini, I saw my first secondary school crush in KFC uniform. "Huh, what the hell!!!", that was what I was thinking at the moment. I saw her and she saw me, so we waved hi and bye. Half-way to reaching my house, Zaini told me something that I'd never guessed he would. He said that he wanna get her number cause' he thinks that she's nice. I was like go ahead but I ain't helping you out. He go and came back but without the number. I laughed in my mind as i knew she will never give her number to him. So otw to Lot1, I saw my ex's mum and 2 sisters and I felt as though I banged into a wall. I even jerked as though I actually banged into a wall. They did'nt noticed me but i did notice them. I and Zaini walk pass them and I just kept on making eye contact to them without realising what's happening around me. In the end, they did not notice me.

Than at the Library, I saw my CCA junior member. She was nicknamed "Kiasu" as that was her first role she ever played when she joind the CCA and the nickname was honourably given to her by her CCA Chair-Man, Me. Who would have guessed. Haha. Aite now I'm gonna leave cause the convertion is complete and I'm gonna watch it now. Rock N' Roll!!!

I'm Just Trying to be a Better Person!!!

2009-10-11T00:03:00.000-07:00

My Name is Earl, my most favourite TV Comedy Series. It definately makes me laugh and at the same time, it kinda reflects on a part of me which i like most about myself. I like to help people and so does Earl. I'm just trying to be a better person, unlike my former self which you do not wanna know. And I was watching it at home so I thought i might as well talk about it.

I can't wait for school to reopen. The feeling of being united with friends I've not seen for 3 weeks. Who knows what's install ahead, new stories to hear from your friends and new stories to share to your friends. What I'm hoping for the new term is that we would finish school earlier(not very early, maybe 3p.m. would be good), so that if I must, I could stay back and do my school work and finish up previous projects which are overdue(shit man!!!). I don't know if I wanna work cause' my mum's friend got a job offer and so does my friend's brother. I gotta pick the easier job cause' after the 4th episode, I can't afford to get overstress as I'm coping with the stress at school so i can't afford to risk my health this time. I feel like I can't let this opportunity of succeeding slip my hands again like it did over and over before. This time, I gotta put my full concetration when I'm at school as I've realised that I've lacked alot while others are way ahead of me.

So this week I'm gonna change the song quote. Again by Metallica but the new song quote is from one of their big hits, Motorbreath. For those who has never heard of the song, listen to it on imeem or youtube or whatever, it's a grest song introduced to me by a good friend of mine. As school will start, I might not be able to update my blog as regularly as I normally would but I'll still keep you guys updated. To my fellow readers, "Rock N' Roll"!!!

Ambitions!!!

2009-10-08T22:13:00.000-07:00

To tell you the truth, I wanted this post to be about my Top 5 favourite TV Babes, but i figured that some of my fellow readers might feel uncomfortable or might not like it. So instead, I'm gonna talk about what I plan to do in the future that lies ahead of me. My plans are:

1) Improve alot on my Guitar Skills.
2) Lose about 10-20kg off.
3) Learn to Dance like Michael Jackson(I know it's lame but what can I say, I'm a big fan).
4) Learn Muay Thai.

This are some of the things that I wanna do in the Furture ahead. But right now I must do things like taking care of my health and doing house chores.

And I've added a new section at the right hand corner of this blog and it's called "Weekly Song Quotes". Each week I'm gonna change the song quotes(obviously) and just read it. The idea of this weekly song quotes struck me when I was listening to my tunes at home and some songs will always have a certain part where listeners would remember. So that's how "Weekly Song Quotes" was born. How it works? Well for a few weeks(depending on how many songs from the same artist have), there's an artist theme, and for that few weeks, I'm gonna put song quotes from that artist. Simple, but for those with one song under an artist name, only got a week of display. So this week artist theme is.....Metallica. I'll keep you guys updated if I'm gonna change the artist theme aite. So enjoy!!!

An Example of Bad Impersonation and Doofus put Together!!!

2009-10-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

As usual I was exploring the Wonderous World of Youtube and suddenly, This Douche Bag "Kerry King Impersonater" shows up. And the video is like his impersonating skills, "Like Shit". So instead of watching it alone, I'm gonna share it with my readers. So ENJOY!!!

Photoshop and Other Things!!!

2009-10-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back fellow readers. So yesterday I was juz doing Photoshop at home when out of nowhere,
My siblings and my childhood friend drop by for a visit. I mean he used to stay a block away from mine, but he moved to Yishun to study. So yeah it used to be often that he'll visit us but now its once in a while. Anyways we talked alot and we did crazy shits like we always do when we hang out. There was this guy who was squating outside his window to clean that air-conditioner engine thing that you'll find outside your house. You know that white box, so my bro started making loud noises and he was scared and so were we caused what if he tripped and fell from the nineth floor all the way to the first floor. My brother would be the youngest murderer I've ever known and he did'nt even use his hands. But he did not fall. Thank goodness.

So we went to Lot1 after that and I saw my ex-girlfriend's mother and younger sister at Popular bookstore, my ex's elder sister was my sister's friend so my sis went up to her and say hi and started a small conversation. I on the other hand, went to the magazines section. I was afraid that she knew about me and her daughter so I did'nt want her to bring up the subject, that was what I thought she would do if I talked to her. As she was leaving, she smiled at me as if she either had forgotten it or did'nt know about it. Then we went to Laser Flair to see what DVDs we could rent in the Future ahead. Back in The Day we used to had our own "Movie Marathon" and we would rent a couple of DVDs and buy some snacks and watch all of them when Night had arrived. Now we might consider bringing that tradition back and starting it with our childhood friend.

Lately, I've been listening to Hotel California more than once. I mean you know the song is just right to listen when you're in almost any situation, that's my point of view of the song. When my shoulders ache when I do alot of computer work, I'll just on Hotel California and relax. Superb relaxing feeling.

So now I leave you guys with the best of my Photoshop masterpieces I've done in the past and present. ENJOY!

No. 5: Thrash Metal Holocaust Dime Guitar

There seems to be something wrong with the
1st pickup. But other than that, Not Bad!!!

No. 4: The Misfits Dean Guitar

Even better than the guitar above but can
improve more. Quite Good!!!

No. 3: Shadow Poster

I did this project at school and without the help
from a few friends, tthis would'nt have been
a success. Good!!!

No. 2: A Description of Myself

This project interests me the most as it is about
me. As you can see, there's family, friends and
a thrash metal holocaust background as I like
Thrash Metal Music, but need more and better
pictures. Fantastic!!!

No. 1: A7X Shoe

Ironically, this was the first project I ever did at home.
At first I wanted the shoe and the title. Than it occur
to me, "Why not I use the same image for the background
as I used it for the shoe, and then blend it to make it look
as though the shoe is camoflagued. And this was the results.l
Excellent!!!

Some Things never Fade Away!!!

2009-10-04T23:04:00.000-07:00

Hey there my friends, hope you guys had enjoy your holidays cause' in about a week, school's out no more. All I can say so far for the future ahead is that I hope it'll be a great ride waiting for us.

Just yesterday I realised I've been thinking deep about the times spent with my ex-girlfriend. Most of you might not know this but I was sorta attached once(don't be suprised). I've been
thinking about my previous relationship and the times we had before but I only realised it
last night while I was trying to sleep. For those of you who know, I really enjoyed the times
I had spent with her to tell you the truth. I think I had not gotten over it like I said I had.
Sometimes I wonder what she is doing now, how she's feeling and if she's attached. Our last
conversation wasn't a good one as we sweared to each other like crazy and we just ignored each
other after that. The conversation was made by e-mail. I wish I had'nt made that conversation.

Back in The Day, whenever I was with her, I felt complete and my mind was at ease. Usually it would be stress at school and the stress does'nt stays at school, it follows me at home as well.
But when I'm with her, the stress just floats away. Neither do I hate her nor do I dislike her
for what she had done to me. I forgave her a long time ago. I just wish that she could read this
blog post so that she knows how I feel. I had always love her and I'll always do. Love don't just slip away from you like a paper blown away from your hand by the wind. If you turly love someone, it stays. Otherwise, it fades. In my case, The Love I have for her still stays within me.

This is to you, Jes...

Nothing Else Matters!!!

2009-10-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

I'd like to take sometime and right this post. But this post is'nt about me, it's about people
who are very close to me and has been there for me through every fall I've had and every
destination I've reached.

1st off, I'd like to talk about my Family.

They're the one group of people who are always by your side no matter what.
Sure all of us fight with our siblings sometimes, but in the end we support each other.
My parents are the most supportive, protective and caring adults you'll ever meet in
this life and the next. We may stay angry at our mum or dad cause' they did'nt let us
go and spend time with our friends or they did'nt buy for us what we want cause' it's
too expensive. But in the end, they tought us things that'll remain in our heads forever
like how to spend money properly and what kind of people do we hang out with.

The next group of people I wanna talk about are our Friends

They are our 2nd family who take care of us whenever we're at school or if we're
hanging out. And we take care of our friends as well, juz like how we take care of our
family. We talk what's in our mind with our friends and our friends do the same. We
gotta stick to our friends cause' we'll never know when we'll need our friends the most.
Like siblings, we do fight with our friends but we stay happy most of the time with our
friends as we share common interests, common likes and dislikes and common point-
of-views.

To my Parents, Siblings and Friends, I thank all of you for the support, laughs and
helping hands you have given me. I'll promise to be by your side whenever you need
me and I'll continue to brighten your day. This is a promise I'll never break, even
if it means going through a 25 year coma state.

Rock On and Treasure the Ones You Love!!!

\m/ \m/....

Finally Paid Off!!!

2009-10-01T21:16:00.000-07:00

After putting my hard efforts and have endured any temptations that lie in my path,
I've bought Megadeth's latest album, "End Game". Its in my grasps at long last. Today is
my eldest sister's 21st birthday, So Happy 21st Birthday Michelle. As I was thinking, I realise
how fast Time could pass-by without myself realising it at all. I did'nt even realise that this
was the 2nd week of holidays going to it's 3rd week

So far my Guitar skills are improving ; so good but very slowly i'm improving; so what.
I'm kinda happy cause' now I feel that me and my brother could get along well. I mean
not many of you know that me and my bro would throw tantrums and hit on each other
until one gives up. Kinda like a war between two countries. But this 2 weeks, nothing like that
ever happened. And I'm kinda pround and I wanna my relationship with my bro to grow even
stronger.

Suddenly I had a thought on how Vodka would taste like!!! I've been curious about it ever
since my sister told me that it's awesome. I wanna try it someday but I gonna have to wait
until I'm 18 nxt year. Aite I gtg now. I'll be back with more stories. Rock On!!!

A Nightmare On Elm Street

2009-09-29T23:25:00.000-07:00

Juz as I was surfing the internet, I stumbled upon an article that caught my attention the very moment I read the title, "A Nightmare on Elm Street". One of My Favourite Horror Movies of All Eternity, is having a remake and will be releasing in cinemas on April 30th, 2010. Finally, something that's worth money spending and worth watching over and over again.
Here's the poster of the upcoming Horror Movie:

Well of course I'm not gonna leave you to look at the poster only. So I'm gonna leave you with the teaser trailer of the movie and resurface the fear within.
ENJOY!!! and DON'T FALL ASLEEP.

My Top 5 Guitarists!!!

2009-09-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

My List of Top 5 Guitarists!
Juz felt like posting it on my blog.
Now here's my Top 5, starting from 1-5.

No. 1: Dave Mustaine

Full Name: David Scott Mustaine
Born: September 13, 1961
Band: Megadeth
Former Band: Metallica

No. 2: Dimebag Darrell

Full Name: Darrell Lance Abbott
Born: August 20, 1966
Died: December 8, 2004
Band: Damage Plan
Former Band: Pantera

No. 3: Alexi Laiho

Full Name: Markku Uula Aleksi Laiho
Born: Unknown Date(Age 30-Finland)
Band: Children Of Bodom
Former Band: -

No. 4: Matt Heafy

Full Name: Matthew Kichi Heafy
Born: January 26, 1986
Band: Trivium
Former Band: -

&

No. 5: Slash

Full Name: Saul Hudson
Born: July 23, 1965
Band: Velvet Revolver
Former Band: Guns 'N' Roses

There you have it, my Top 5 Guitarist. Now I'll leave you guys with another video.
This you'll enjoy for those who don't like loud fast-paced music. ENJOY!!!

Head Crusher

2009-09-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

Seroiusly, this title really fits how I'm feeling right now. My head feels like it's about to crush by itself after the attack. But atleast I'm still alive. Some would have died from juz 1 attack. I've survived 4 attacks. Anyways, yesterday my sis borrowed "Eagle Eye" the movie from Laser Flair. Watched it definately and returned it already. Only left about $5.00 left to save before I could get my hands on Megadeth's "EndGame" Album. Should be getting it before this Saturday.

Yesterday I've downloaded this Thrash Metal Documentary. It was'nt english but thank goodness the ppl who was interviewed spoke english. The only one who was not speaking english was the host, WTF. They interviewed ppl like James Hetfield from Metallica, Scott Ian of Antrax and Igor Cavalera, who is the former drummer of Sepultura. Ofcourse there were more but I'm not gonna mention all of them.

So now I'm gonna leave you readers and true believers with a little something. It's from Megadeth's latest album "EndGame", here is Head Crusher[Official Video]. ENJOY!!!

A Start of Something Different!

2009-09-26T21:09:00.000-07:00

I really had to think for a suitable title of this post but nothing came up, so I'm just going straight to the point. Ever since I had my 4th Seizure Attack, I feel more tired than usual. I would close my eyes to think or juz close them but I end up sleeping. I'm also weaker, I dun seem to have much stamina to even run around anymore. I feel dizzy sometimes and I juz feel like collapsing on a nice 100% cotton bed and sleeping for the rest of the day.

That aside, I've been using my free time to learn a few songs on my guitar. One of my cousins taught me how to play "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion on the guitar. And I'm currently learning how to play "The Godfather Theme" as well. The songs that I wanna learn after The Godfather Theme would be "Billie Jean" by Michael Jackson, "Right Here Waiting" by Richard Marx and "Classico" by Tenacious D.
Sure I know it'll take some time but it's better if I had started now rather than if I would have started later at the end of the year. I would like to play songs like Hanger 18, Raining Blood and Ride The Lightning, but I gotta start out small and learn some of the easiest song. Juz like any Guitar Hero Game.

Ok I think I've covered almost every topic I wanted to cover. So now I'm gonna watch some guitar lessons on YouTube and I'll post soon, Dun know when but soon. Keep On Rocking.

Chris Broderick
(Megadeth)

4th Episode

2009-09-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

You might be wondering what kind of a title is this, well on Tuesday(22nd September 2009) in the morning, I went outside my house to bring in my dried clothes(I hang my clothes outside my house) and all of the sudden,"BLACKOUT" and I found myself weak and wounded at the bottom of the stairs. It seems that I fell from the 10th floor to the 9th.

My Mum, both of my sisters and 2 paramedics surrounded me. That's when I realised that my Seizure Attacks has once again attacked me for the 4th Episode. Had a couple of wounds on my body but the worst one is found at my Left Shoulder(It is coincidentally shaped like a boomerang).
And not to forget a few Blue-Blacks here and there. The worst case of MLS Seizure Attacks ever made in my life. Uptil now I keep thinking if I'm that tired and restless. Am I that vunerable. From that day onwards, I've decided to play it safe and take each day as it comes for I have cheated death for the 3rd time.

Some of my friends know how I've cheated death the 1st and 2nd time. But for the rest of you who do not know, you can always ask me. I'll be happy to share my story. Yesterday I finally watched Twilight, it seems twilight has exceeded my expectations. So I'm going to watch Twilight Saga: New Moon which is coming soon this December. Currently listening to Headcrusher by Megadeth from their latest album which I'm going to buy-EndGame. Awesome song.... seroiusly. 1 more thing, Friends shall remain Friends forever. Some of you might get what I'm talking, others will not. For those who got it, Treasure your Friends always for they are your 2nd Family.

Return to Hanger 25 Pt.4

2009-08-11T23:17:00.000-07:00

I'm back to post something.
Ok that's was'nt my best entrance.(Like I have any best entrance!!!)
I'm at sch, luckily I hand in Mr. Riduan's assignment. Another assignment down. So it's 2 down, 2 to go(that's if I want to do the other 2 assignments). The problem is that the other 2 assignments are overdue like weeks ago and I'm like still wanna do it, WTF!!!. Anyway, I'm still waiting for this girl's reply. I met her on tagged and her name is Chanelle, 18 years old and she's muslim. But she's Chinese, Malay and Spanish and she look damn B.E.A.Utiful. When I first saw her profile photo I was like, WOW(not world of warcraft but the word wow), She is just so beautiful. Juz recently I asked her for the 2nd time if I and her could hang out sometime and I'm still waiting for her reply, man the wait is killing me. I juz hope that we could hang out together. Spend my time with someone new, get to know someone new and let her know me. Juz like making new frens, u get to knw new things abt other ppl. Yeah so I hope that she could hang out with me. Yeah so I gtg nw. I wanna do something else. I'll be back at "The Final Return to Hanger 25".

Return to Hanger 25 Pt.3

2009-08-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

I'm back again but this time with nothing much to say as I have said enough for 1 to hear for 1 day in "Return to Hanger 25 Pt.2". Right now I'm listening to Symphony Of Destruction for the 2nd time. Juz can't get my mind off that awesome song(btw I'm not freaking out at the moment). So I'm juz gonna post the lyrics of the song here. If u read this post, dun 4get to check out the song. Symphony Of Destruction by Megadeth. Check It Out. It's Damn Awesome. And dun 4get to sing along. It's also damn simple.

Symphony Of Destruction

You take a mortal man,
And put him in control.
Watch him become a God,
Watch peoples heads a'roll.
A'roll...

Just like the Pied Piper,
Led rats through the streets.
We dance like marionettes,
Swaying to the Symphony ...Of Destruction.

Acting like a robot,
Its metal brain corrodes.
You try to take its pulse,
Before the head explodes.
Explodes...

Just like the Pied Piper,
Led rats through the streets.
We dance like marionettes,
Swaying to the Symphony ...Of Destruction.

The earth starts to rumble,
World powers fall.
A'warring for the heavens,
A peaceful man stands tall.
Tall...

Just like the Pied Piper,
Led rats through the streets.
We dance like marionettes,
Swaying to the Symphony ...Of Destruction.

Return to Hanger 25 Pt.2

2009-08-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

Ok I have return again.... now i'm doing the normal things, listening to Megadeth songs, surfing the net and downloading videos(not blue films fyi). I did'nt go to sch today and i'm kinda bored at home. For 3 days I've stayed at home from Saturday. I was supposed to go out with Ms. Sri, Nasri, Hadziq and Hari and play pool. I've planned everthing but in the end, I did not go. WTF.... So now I'm watching one of Duck Dodgers episode(the one featuring Dave Mustaine of Megadeth). I'm such a Megadeth freak. Ok I gtg now. But I shall return soon

Return to Hanger 25

2009-08-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

Ok I have return to Hanger 25 to post a new post for my blog.
Juz now after sch Nasri, Rohzaini, Irma(I hope i spelled in correctly), Haidee and Danielle wanted to go home but in the end, we planned to go Lot 1 and do our assignment. Rohzaini went to meet his other friend. Only Nas, Haidee and Danielle doing their assignment. I and Irma did nothing at all. But before that we went to KFC to eat, Damn Packed like an abandoned room filled with Rats. I had to chow earlier because I needed to go to church for my programme. I had fun when I play pool with my church counseller. Than he had to go off somewhere, so i had the pool table all 4 myself. Than I went to Lot 1 again to meet my secondary school friend, Azwandi. It was a last minute thing. Than I chat with this girl I met on Tagged, she's 14 years old, Muslim and likes Metal Music but does'nt have a favourite band. This was our 1st chat and I asked her. She said no way. I asked her that question on purpose and I dun knw why. But anyways I hope tmr can play pool with ms.sri and the rest. So I'll see u guys tmr at Dhoby Ghaut.

2009-08-05T20:22:00.000-07:00

Okay I can see that everyone, including me are very tired and stressed up. It seems that half of our class are as dead as the infected ppl who juz got shot in the game Left 4 Dead. That's what we get if we wanna succeed in life, who ever said life was so damn easy? Later after sch I have to go to Peace Centre to print my DMI work. And my sch finish at 4p.m today. 2p.m-3p.m would be ok but 4p.m, that's kinda late and Peace Centre is at Dhoby Ghaut. But what to do, I must do what I must do to complete what I must finish yesterday. I'm now listening to Blackmail The Universe by Megadeth from my 1st Megadeth Album ever bought "The System Has Failed". My favourite band of all time. Ok I've also become more lazy and tired ever since this term began, I had no time to catch up on my favourite TV Shows, improve my guitar skills and there's practically no free time at all. And I've juz watched Kumar Drag Queen Pt1-Pt3, Damn Funny man. Thanks to Nasri(from my CCA Group), I would'nt have even think of thinking of watching this video. Ok i gtg nw, Watch more kumar videos, Adios.

Never Walk Alone

2009-07-31T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hiding in then the door way
and then the shadow
any place where danger
waits to kill my time
there is one who loves and waits
to seal your fate
I'm sure as you live and die
Live and die
Live and die

When you feel that something wrong
I'll shelter you and keep you warm
I'll never let you walk alone
I loved you when you still hated me
I'm coming and it wont be long
Time to reap what I have sewn
Never ever let you walk alone
I know your enemy it once was me

Let me wrap my arms all around you
suffer the trespasses that you made
I will drink your pain away
forever and a day
if you just call out my name
If you just call
call my name
if you just call
Even whisper it

When you feel that something wrong
Ill shelter you and keep you warm
Ill never let you walk alone
I loved you when you still hated me
I'm coming and it wont be long
Time to reap what I have sewn
Never ever let you walk alone
I know your enemy it once was me

2009-07-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

Living on the edge
Fighting crime, spinning webs
Swinging from the highest ledge
He can leap above our heads

Villains on the rise and the city's victimized
Looking up with no surprise
Arriving in the speed of time

Spectacular Spectacular Spider-Man

Crawling through the night
Facing evil with his might
He's a hero in our eyes
See the headlights every time

Making villains fall
Webbing rivals to a halt
Racing up and down the walls
Bringing justice to us all
Spectacular Spider-Man

2009-07-24T05:12:00.000-07:00

I do not know why,
I have this moment of emptiness and loneliness somtime.
Even though I laugh my heart out with my friends,
This feeling never show evidence to an end.
It's not only emptiness and loneliness i feel,
It's the feeling of incompletion which I wish to heal.
Something seems to be missing from my life,
Like a Pie with 4 pieces out of five.
As I come across more challenges on the path that I take,
I tend to get stress which some ppl would put as emo which is fake.
But with the never-ending support of my family and friends,
Nothing could stop me from reaching the end.
My Eyes tells me that we are all spliting apart,
What happened to the time when we we're One Part?
Do not feel offended for I am speaking my point of view,
And I know that other ppl too realise it to and it's not a few.
I'll juz keep smiling and laughin'
And soon All shall be One again.

Reanacment of Anarchy in the U.K.

2009-07-23T18:53:00.000-07:00

I'm not an antichrist,
But I wanna be an anarchist.
I know what I want but,
Don't know how to get it.
I wanna destroy the passer by cos i,

I really wanna be anarchy !
No dogs body.

Anarchy for the u.k its not coming sometime and,
I give a wrong time stop a traffic line.
Your current dream is a shopping scheme cos i,

I wanna be anarchy !
In the city.

How many ways to get what you want.
I use the best, but never use the rest.
I use the enemy, I use anarchy cos i,

I wanna be anarchy !
The only way to be !

Is this the m.p.l.a,
Or is this the y.m.c.a,
Or is this the s.p.c.a,
I know it's not the u.k or just,
Another country.
Another council tenancy.

Now I dun wanna be an anarchist.
Oh what a name.
Get pissed and cry !

2009-07-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Even now as I think of something to post about,
It's hard to come up with something.
So it's time to get Random.
I'm at sch at this very moment on the 21st July 2009 at 1437 hrs,
Posting this post.
I've learned new facts today,
Like........
I must present my assignment today(DAMMIT)
A Solar Eclipse is going to occur tommorow,
A friend of mine used to think that eating vegetables could make you grow big, strong and green like The Hulk,
Ridiculous....No offence ah.
And I'm listening to Blooddrunk by Children of Bodom.
Sch will end in another 1hr +.
Now I change song to Blackmail The Universe by Megadeth.
I shall Depart now.
I can't take more of this Random crap.....
So take care my fellow readers.
I shall post again and trust me,
It's not going to be random again.

2009-07-14T17:52:00.000-07:00

H1N1 Stickerz

Hitler and Ultra-Man

June and July B'Daez

A Tribue to Rock N' Roll

I'm Thinking....

Stress!!!

This Are Some of the Pictures taken by Me and My Frenz

Courtesy
Your Friendly Neighbourhood
Marx Lenin Segal

2009-07-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

Today Ms. Sri gave us her assignment for us to do...So altogether got 3 assignments to do. And the best part is that we have to hand it in by this week and nxt week. This term juz got even more stress. But I'll try to overcome it all....whatever stands in my way. And to all my frenz of FA0901B.... I wish u all the best 4 the assignments that lies ahead.

Courtesy
Your Friendly Neighbourhood
Marx Lenin

2009-06-29T22:12:00.000-07:00

It's been 5 days since Michael Jackson has passed away and upto this day, it still seems so shocking not only to me, but to the ENTIRE WORLD. He is indeed "Gone Too Soon". I really can't say much about it as it's undescribable. He's only 50 years old for goodness sake. Damn It. But we can't change the fact that he is dead already. So Michael Jackson, May you Rest In Peace in Heaven..

2009-06-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 23rd June 2009,
I woke up around half past noon, i went to the living room to watch tv, than i helped my sis ironed her uniforms. After that, i massaged my mum's feet. After that.......BLACKOUT and I found myself lying dead on my mum's bed with two paramedics surrounding me. In my mind i was "What The F**k happened to me?". 1 of the paramedic told my that I juz had seizure. They got out the stretcher and transported me to th eambulance and than transported me to NUH Hospital.

I was only hospitalised for 1 day and my Family visited me twice and I wanna thank my friends who visited me to keep me smiling and accompany while I was counting the hours left before my discharge time arrive, Nasri, Hari, Suffyan, Wati and Hadziq. I really can't thank you guys enough.

2009-06-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

2day I am in sch with Hadziq, doing our side-project. It's better than staying at home getting Paranoid bit by bit without realizing it. I think it was last tuesday that I, Suhaidee, HAdxiq, Wati and Fadillah went for Class 1B Chalet stay. We stayed overnite but we did'nt sleep at all. We obviously had alot of fun. For those who did not make it, there will be a nxt time. I hope our class would organize the chalet stay again sia. Ok that's all i've got to say. To all my readers. Pls tag at my blog, if not, GET LOST....

Intro Of A Short Story By My Sis, Michelle Segal

2009-05-10T18:12:00.000-07:00

The skies flushed with hues of pink and orange as the sun magestically began to set with its hazy glow. Everything seems so beautiful, The air flirted with her senses as they caressed her tanned skin lightly with a hint of Jasmine. Hr pale clear blue eyes absentmindedly traced the fiery halo of the setting sun. The shifting shadows of the endlessly stretched green pastures worked their daily rituals. Tucking a strand of her ash blond hair behind her petite and pixie-like ears, She grinned a half slow smile as she silently indulged in her private thouughts. As she tip toed against the wooden railings of the front porch and closed her eyes, She inhaled deeply to take in the simple beauty of it all. Her thoughts centered upon George.

George oh George. Her lips parted in half, whisper as she pictured George laughing, George smiling at her, George kissing her ears, Whispering to her in that low set deep sexy voice of his. Southern drawl, Oh George, Her heart felt as if it could burst. She opened her eyes, just in time to see the last traces of the sun's halo before it retired for the day. She cluthched her hands tightly to her chest to calm her beating heart. Love is such a wonderful thing. The love of her life. Her George. George.

Great Work by My Sis, Michelle Segal
- Comment By Marx Lenin Segal

2009-04-26T20:18:00.000-07:00

Unfortunately, Friday i came very late for school. I only had 5 mins of ADP Class. After that i told my friends that I was going to KL to stay there for abt 4-5 months. Everyone believed. That was one of the best prank I've ever pulled off. Classic.

Saturday,
Another good day which I enjoyed alot, I, Melissa, Maria and Nasri went to Plaza Singapura and watched the movie Taken. F**kin Awesome Cool Movie that is worth money spendind on. The best part is that i did'nt spent a single cent. After that we walked to Esplanade. We went to the roof terrece and we went to the waterfront to watch a ground-breaking performance by Abuse The Youth, i was there when they played their last few songs. DAMNIT. I will nvr forget that Saturday. My pecial tknx to My sis, Melissa, Maria and Nasri.

Sunday,
My family and I went to Malysia to visit my relatives, it was awesome and the weather was hot until a thunderstorm brewed in. Dragonforce, i thank u 4 the thunderstorm. HAHAHA....LAME. Unfortunately, my family and i went back on the same day as we had sch. DAMNIT AGAIN.

So Last Week Was Fun 4 Me.
That's The Whole Point.

2009-04-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence.
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin,
And call yourself a friend.
I've got more friends like you,
What do I do?
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been,
Belong.
You can't be something you're not.
Be yourself, by yourself,
Stay away from me.
A lesson learned in life.
Known from the dawn of time.

Respect
Walk

2009-04-16T20:52:00.000-07:00

What Do You Mean I Don't Believe In God?

I Talk To Him Everyday.

What Do You Mean I Don't Support Your System?

I Go To Court When I Have To.

And What Do You Mean I Don't Pay My Bills?

What Do You Think I Am, Broke?

What Do You Mean I Hurt Your Feelings?

I Did'nt Know You Had Any Feelings.

What Do You Mean I Ain't Kind?

I'm Just Not Your Kind.

What Do You Mean I Can't Be The President,

Of The United States Of America.

Tell Me Something, It's Still "WE THE PEOPLE" Right?

If There's A New Way,

I'll Be The First In Line.

But It Better Work This Time.

Can You Put A Price On PEACE?

2009-04-06T23:13:00.000-07:00

My LIFE, is EVERYTHING.
That FEEDS my THIRST, that causes SINS.
My WANTS, are all I CARE.
No SHAME and GUILT, there's nothing THERE.
Look DEEP, into my FACE.
I sell DECEIT, without a TRACE.
Fear NOT, what I can DO.
Unless you, want it DONE TO YOU.

As I climb onto your back, I will promise NOT TO STING.
I will, tell you what you want to hear and NOT MEAN ANYTHING.
Then I, treat you like a DOG, as I SHOOT MY VENOM IN.
You pretend you didn't know, that I AM THE SCORPION.

2009-03-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

Sunday, second day of the wkends and also a day before my absolute awesome and sometimes boredom 3 week holidays. u dun get that in pri or secondary skool. HAHA losers. I've got many plans during the holidays. Like learning guitar from my gd friend(also a awesome pro guitar player), Nasri. Nothing much to say today so i'll end my post here. c u soon.

2009-03-17T19:14:00.000-07:00

Yest. Night Watch GIGANTOUR 2 again. So F**kin' awesome. With performance by The Smashup, Sanctity, Into Eternity, Overkill, Arch Enemy Opeth, Lamb Of God and My Fav of All, Megadeth. Nothing much to say today. Juz doing assignment and listening to Raining Blood. And the Holidays are approaching nearer and nearer as each day pass by. 3 weeks holidays so boring sia. But definately got plans lah. But still. it won"t be the same. But have to be patient lah. I might be busy during the holidays. That's gd. Definately die if i stay at home for 3 whole weeks. Ok gtg. I'll update my blog ASAFP. May You Rust In Peace and Dun Even Wish To See Me In Hell....

2009-03-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

Saturday, a day of rest, a day of fun and joy and also a day of MISERY. Most of us either rest at home or hang out with frenz. But some of us r still busy during the wkends. For example, work during the wkends, assignments during the wkends. That sucks alot. No offence to others but u gotta agree with me. As i am posting this post, I am listening o ONE OF THE HEAVIEST AND GREATEST SONG OF ALL TIME. Some of u might know what song I am talking about, but 4 the sake of those who do not know. The song is RAINING BLOOD by SLAYER. Simply The Best Song Ever. Different ppl have different opions, so dun argue with me or feel offended. Awaiting The Hour Of Reprisal, Your Time Slips Away.....

2009-03-13T01:55:00.000-07:00

Life juz got better since Jan 5 this year. I've learned new stuff everyday. Actually, i myself don't even know what to type about. This is juz OOR(Out Of Random). I've made new frens. Aww fuck. There's nothing to post about. Fuck man. This is juz Plain Peanut Butter BullShit... I myself dun know where i came up with that shit. Damnit. Really can't think of something. Nvrmind. Juz wait for the tagboard to be displayed

2009-03-11T01:58:00.000-07:00

Today is one of the other few days that i will never forget. Wati, Sakinah and Ismail from the East Met up with Me, Rohzaini and Haryani from the West. Its Not Like We Fought. We Hang At CCK for The First Time. I Personally Wanna Thank Wati, Ismail and Sakinah for Making An Effort To Take A 2 Hour Journey From Tampines To Chua Chu Kang. But It Was Not Complete Without Fadillah. We Missed You Fadillah and We Wish You Were With Us. We Also Hope Your Grandmother Get Well Soon. Although At Some Times I Was Not Okay, I Still Enjoy This Day Alot With The People I Cherish Alot. Hope That The Dark Knight Was An Awesome Movie Ever Cause It Is To Me. I Once Again Wanna Thank Ismail, Rohzaini, Wati, Haryani and Sakinah For Attending This Outing.....

2009-03-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

I personally wanna say I'm sorry for not putting up
A TAGBOARD.... I'll do it as soon as f**king possible(ASAFP).

Seriously can't wait for upcoming Wednesday(11th MArch 09).
Gonna Have So Much Fun, Its IMPOSSIBLE to Frown even for one second.

Anything you wanna tag at my blog, pls comment me at my friendster page. i'm starting to feel bored of friendster as there is no new comments or msg.

On the other hand, I personally want to thank Wati, Haryani, Ismail, Rohzaini for making my completion of my assignment possible. and I wanna thank Mr. Richard Ding and Ms. Sri for being very patient.

Sweet Cheers To My Friends...

2009-03-03T18:31:00.000-08:00

My First Ever Portrait Of My ITE La Familia....

With Additional Members....

Hand Drawn from Head To Toe by Marx Lenin

I Did Good By Donating Blood...

(WARNING: No Blood Cells were HARMED during The Process)

My FA0901B Diciples.......

2009-02-20T00:06:00.000-08:00

Feb 20th...
My First Day Of Bloggin'.....
Very Lazy 2 Post Anything...
But Soon, There will be something....
When I Got Something